Monday, April 16, 2007

Tragedy

There are no words to express how I feel about the shootings at Virginia Tech. It's entirely too scary that this could really happen on any college campus; the doors to our academic buildings are open to anyone who wants to walk in all day just like VA Tech.

The feeling is like a milder version of my feelings after September 11 and very similar to the sorts of feelings I had after Columbine. I read the stories, and while I personally don't know anyone involved, tears well up in my eyes. My throat gets tight. And most of all, I'm scared. This is one of those events, I think. The one where you remember where you were when you first heard it. Today--I was on the bus when I heard snippets of conversations, but not enough to understand what people were talking about; then I came home and read a friend's away message about "reconsidering" VA Tech, still confused. Then I opened up Mozilla to do my typical browsing, and there it was.

Ugh. Is no place safe anymore?

2 comments:

Nance said...

And almost 8 years to the day. I feel the same way. I just felt knocked down. "In a school! I'm just a teacher. Am I supposed to just teach and not be scared anymore? This will never be the same job ever again." And it wasn't. And now, college will never be the same again. Just like on September 12, when we all started looking up at the sky whenever we heard a plane. Nothing will ever be quite the same again.

jenomena said...

And that's the sentiment that makes me cry...it will never be the same again. I just wish it would be for the better, not the worse and scarier.